Thursday, January 15, 2009

No dreams and no plans


I'm usually a person with many ideas. I never lacked vision. But right now I have no ideas. Zero. I've been sick for weeks. I'm standing still. I would love to move forward but I don't have any idea where I would go. Spiritually I feel God has me standing still. He wants me to wait. Maybe he wants to slow me down so I can learn to listen. I never did like to wait , but here I am waiting for direction. I guess it's better to wait for direction then to take things into my own hands. It's better to wait for the next thing.

1 comment:

caring for the garden said...

You have many dreams and many more plans. You probably don't recognize them as such because they are for others, not directly for you. The kids are are in need of outside help and right now, their welfare and health are your dreams and plans. The Lord is with you every step of the way. He is never going to leave, even if you can't see Hima t work right now. Hang in there, you and yours are continually in our prayers. I love you, Mom