
I slept really well. I woke up feeling some peace. I went to my doctors appointment to get my blood work done. I have a x-ray on Friday. I am trying to relax and tell myself it's nothing. I don't get to talk with the doctor until June 12TH. That's 2 weeks away. If I didn't have this lump on my collar bone I would think I was fine...just a little tired. When I read about lumps on collar bones, it sounds like a sure sign of cancer. I don't think it's a swollen lymph node. I don't have a sore thought or any other symptoms of an infection. I would be glad to have a bad cold right now! I keep feeling the lump, hoping it will get smaller or just go away. It is still there. When I think about the lump I get kind of scared. Last night I started reading The God of All Comfort. when I fix my eyes on my God, I again have peace. I know that even if I do have cancer, God will help me. I hope it is nothing...but no matter what it is I am sure it will be OK.
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