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Juergen is going to see his mom this weekend (God willing). You know we have been praying allot for her to be healed. She seems to be getting worse. She is home from the hospital (she fell and broke her hip). She basically can not sit up, walk, feed herself, or even talk on the phone right now. It is difficult to understand when we should give up praying for healing and just accept death. Everyone deals with this kind of stuff differently. Her 70TH birthday party was kind of strange.Everyone was so sad, as if she had already died. I guess they just want some peace. Hope can some times be painful...acceptance can bring peace. But I don't want to accept this, at least not yet. I will not fail to love God if she dies, but I won't stop asking for her life while she still has life. I think it will be a very hard weekend. I'll be here with the kids. Sarah will probably be really sad and insecure having her Papa gone. Juergen will also be very sad. Please pray for him. Please also pray for Juergen's mom. I will accept God's will, but Jesus told us to pray for what we will!

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Heather BT said…
I know it's very tough right now, I pray you get through it. I think the hardest part for me is to remember that sometimes God chooses to heal in heaven instead of on earth.
Take care
Heather

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